02 January 2010

mero affnai bichod khata

ma hal 18 barsa ko chu.huna ta maile najanerai bhaye pani perm jal ma nafasnu thiyo tara samay lai kaslenai rokna sakdho raichara.mero lagi tyo samay ekdam dukhad thiyo jun din ma afu bhanda badi maya garne sumu sang bhichod bhayo.ma jandaina ki yo maya k ho ra kha bata khahile suru bhayo.mero bicharma maya garnu kunai pap hoinajasto lagcha tARA JABA malai merai permika bata dhoka bhayo taba mailai chokho maya parti ghirna lagcha tara esto auru kasai lai nahos.prem bhaneko dubai tarfa bata hunu jaruri chha,aba mero tito prem anubhav pokdai chu.tesko lagi blog nai mero dukha bisauna chautari bhayeko cha.
mero janma surket ko malarani ma bhayeko ho mero balyakal dheki ahile sama ko jeevan sukhi ra kushi ka sath bitdai ayako cha.jab ma bolne janne bhaya taba malai padna ka lagi boarding ma haliyo.tara dondhakal bhayekole mero sabai padai ghar ma huna payena ra ma padhna surkhet aya.thaya malai ek sundar kt sang najik hune chance milyo.masang unko sundarta ko barnan garnetesto khei chaina.jehos unko tyo sundar muhar mirga nayan patalo kammar unko ma parti ko heraile malai mohoni nai lagayeko tha bhayena.hami dubai ek arkalai khubai harne gardathiyu.samay bithdai
gayo mero slc +2 pani sakiyo.malai k tha ki ma ekhoro mayama phasisakko chu bhanera.
ma afno padhai ko lagi ktm aunaparyo afno mutuko dhadken chodera aunuparda mera akha narashaye ka hoinan tara ma ta unkai ra mero future ko lagi audai thiye.teti bala uni slc didhai thiyen.ma ktrm aye pani unko harai unko muhar sadhai authyo.ma ktm trichandra collage ma bsc ko lagi addmision bhaya.uta unko pani slc sakiye cha ra +2 ko lagi ktm audai rahichin yo khabar le dherai ananda bhanayo. tara uni surkhet huda pani unko sabai jankari rakdha thiya kina ki ma afu bhanda bhanda bhadhi maya garthya.
samay bithdai gayo sumina pani ktm ayepugichin malai ek dam khusi lagyo tara unilai bhattna ekdam garyo thiyo tara bhagawan ko kirpale garda hola sayed bhet bhayerai chodyo.2066 baiskh mahina thiyo jaba ma unilai bheta taba mero ashulai ma roknanai sakena ra uni pani.sumu le corona ma bridge course gardai rahichin.hamiharu paray jasto bhetirahanthyou .phonepani hunthiyo tara ek din sumu ma sanga risayechhan ra malai tha nadiye skt jadai rahichan malai tha bhayo ra pone garna khodha matra royen malai tha bhayena matra royen.
jaba uni ktm ayen taba masang uni bhatnanai chahinan malai pachi matra thabhayoki uni malai nabhayera aru kasailai man paraudai rahichin.yo suner ma pagal bhaye malai yo prithivi nai bhasiyeko jasto lagyo ra ma behos nai bhayechu . malai sathi harule herera baseka rahichan maile jeevan mai nachokako bhayo.malai pachi matra tha bhayo ki ma ekhoromaya ma phaseko rahichu. uni lai dina tayar gift haru jalaun bhadetha banayo.tara malai unile maya nagare pani ma jeevan bhar maya garne chu kinaki yo mero 1st love thiyo'ahile unko barema bhannu parda uni sos collage bhaktapur ma padchin bhanne matra tha cha.
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